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1.
| CARNAL | 01:16
Everything is better when you’re dreaming Everything is better when the world fades out Everything is better when you’re dreaming Everything is better when you leave the ground When you leave the ground When the world fades out When you’re dreaming Everything is better when you’re dreaming Now if you breathe in and hold it You lose your breath But if you breathe out, it comes back to you If you want life, don’t cling to it Let go
2.
Rationalize Mix truth with lies Take a trip to the dark side It’s all black magic Mixed with bad habits Oh, isn’t it tragic I’m a patient Going apeshit On the fourth floor In the psych ward I’ve been baptized Franchised Americanized And I’m left here wondering why I built my house on sand Hoping it would stand The storms that come my way And now I’m left to face The weight of my mistakes And a chance to start again Oh, oh Build my life again I’m compromised Wage war on my mind Feels good on the dark side It’s all black magic Mixed with bad habits Oh, isn’t it tragic I’m a patient Going apeshit On the fourth floor In the psych ward I’ve been baptized Franchised Americanized Left here wondering why I built my house on sand Hoping it would stand The storms that come my way And now I’m left to face The weight of my mistakes And a chance to start again Oh, oh Build my life again Oh, oh Build my life again Hey I’m a patient Going apeshit I’m a monster An outsider It’s all bullshit It’s all bullshit It’s all bullshit Tear it down Oh, isn’t it tragic Oh, oh Build my life again I built my house on sand Hoping it would stand The storms that come my way And now I’m left to face The weight of my mistakes And a chance to start again Oh, oh Build my life again Oh, oh Build my life again Build my life again Build my life again Build my life again
3.
Sometimes love is pain Yeah, it hurts for a little while Some things you can’t change You’re preaching to the choir Knives in the back ready to attack Knives in the back Run it right back like a maniac Run it right back Run it right back And the truth is If it doesn’t hurt at all Then it doesn’t mean a thing I never knew that I Could feel this way If it doesn’t hurt at all There’s nothing left to save Cause holding on to hope is A different kind of pain We all got vices We all got choices to make It’s hard to stay and hard to walk away You lied to me Spinning in the dark It took me years to see That you had sucked the life out of me If it doesn’t hurt at all Then it doesn’t mean a thing I never knew that I Could feel this way If it doesn’t hurt at all There’s nothing left to save Cause holding on to hope is A different kind of pain (A different kind of pain) A different kind of pain Running right back Knives in the back Knives in the back Knives in the back (Sometimes love is pain) Knives in the back Knives in the back Knives in the back If it doesn’t hurt at all Then it doesn’t mean a thing I never knew that I Could feel this way If it doesn’t hurt at all There’s nothing left to save Cause holding on to hope is A different kind of pain Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh A different kind of pain Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh A different kind of pain
4.
You can’t deny you got that feeling in your bones Ready to go Are you ready to go? From east to west Through LAX to Tokyo Don’t you know? Know, know Falling like angels Out of the dark and into a dream Come all ye faithful Light up the sky for all to see We’re falling like angels Hey Hey They try to own us and control us so we don’t get in the way But we get in the way Won’t take no shit, won’t be no bitch Not one more inch Not today No, we’re not going away Falling like angels Out of the dark and into a dream Come all ye faithful Light up the sky for all to see We’re falling like Yeah Falling like angels Out of the dark and into a dream Come all ye faithful Light up the sky for all to see We’re falling like angels
5.
FREEFALL 03:46
I’m in a freefall I’m in a freefall I’m in a One step ahead but I’m still behind where I thought I’d be by this time It’s hard to please, much less believe the screaming voice in my head In my head I’m in a freefall Racing to the ground I’m scared I’ll lose it all Is anybody out there Or am I alone? Reaching out for someone in a freefall I’ve got a million reasons to hold on But I need one to let it go I smile like I’m okay But I got pain that no one knows No one knows I think that I’m thinking too much So I drink till I’m drinking too much It’s all spinning faster and faster I’m in a freefall Racing to the ground I’m scared I’ll lose it all Is anybody out there Or am I alone? Reaching out for someone in a freefall Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh I’m in a freefall I’m in a freefall (I’m in a freefall) Am I alone? Reaching out for someone In a freefall I’m in a I’m in a freefall Racing to the ground I’m scared I’ll lose it all Is anybody out there Or am I alone? Reaching out for someone in a freefall Yeah Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, oh
6.
I, I don’t know how to tell you You had me fooled for a while I think I was in denial And you You don’t know how to tell me Anything you’ve done wrong I think you’re just too far gone Talk me off the ledge Just to push me off a cliff So no one else could have me You fed me lies and kept me sick Don’t you blame it on the drugs For every time that you give up Don’t you blame it on the drugs Apologies are not enough Don’t blame it on the drugs Don’t you blame it on the drugs I, I don’t know how to see you Any other way There’s no other way now And you You don’t know how to see through Through the ups and downs I think you’ve made your bed now Talk me off the ledge Just to push me off a cliff So no one else could have me You fed me lies and kept me sick Don’t you blame it on the drugs For every time that you give up Don’t you blame it on the drugs Apologies are not enough, no It’s easier when everybody else is crazy But don’t blame me for the hell you’re making It’s too late It’s too late It’s too late It’s too late It’s too late It’s too late Don’t you blame it on the drugs Don’t you blame it on the love Don’t you blame it on the drugs Don’t you blame it on the drugs It’s easier when everybody else is crazy But don’t blame me for the hell you’re making It’s too late, it’s too late And you’re throwing shade on everybody else but you It’s too late, it’s too late And you’re throwing shade on everybody else but you Don’t blame it on the drugs Don’t you blame it on the drugs Don’t you blame it on the drugs
7.
| HEAD | 01:09
They are not afraid to be human They are not afraid to let themselves participate In the pains, difficulties, and struggles that naturally occur with human existence Seeing that all life is a magnificent illusion A playing of energy, and there is absolutely nothing fundamentally to be afraid of You’ll be afraid on the surface You’ll be afraid of putting your hand in the fire You’ll be afraid of getting sick But you will not be afraid of fear Fear will pass over your mind like a black cloud will be reflected in the mirror Like the stars don’t need trails behind them To drift like a cloud and flow like water
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Existential dread Always in my head Every little thing is at your fingertips ready to go Pleasure under pressure is a weapon and its ready to blow Bluelight Baptized Desire trades like currency They seem so happy But all I see is the end It’s like Existential Existential dread We’re here for a moment and then it’s the end The end The end No impulse control Everyone’s alone Hey I don’t go to sleep cause I dream that I’m losing my teeth Puking on a bender but I’m craving something sweet Shapeless Nameless It’s always screaming in my head It’s like Existential Existential dread We’re here for a moment and then it’s the end The end The end Existential Existential dread We’re here for a moment and then it’s the end The end The end Truth is time Enjoy your fucking wet dream While you’re floating down the mainstream Good and evil is a thin line Ones and zeros on a hard drive Enjoy your fucking wet dream While you’re floating down the mainstream Good and evil is a thin line Ones and zeros on a hard drive Truth is time Truth is time It’s like Existential Existential dread We’re here for a moment and then it’s the end The end The end Existential Existential dread We’re here for a moment and then it’s the end The end The end The end
9.
| HEART | 03:45
And you’re going on a journey We are all floating in a tremendous river Some of the people in the river are swimming against it Others have learned that the art of the thing is to swim with it The people who are swimming against it think they’re going in the opposite direction But they’re still being carried along You have to flow with the river, and swim with it There’s no other way But if on the other hand you trust yourself in the water and let go You will float And this is exactly the situation of faith And the river carries you along And you’re going on a journey But a person who is not making that pretense anymore Who knows that you have to go with the river and swim with it Suddenly he acquires the power of the river The power of the river The person swimming with it, he goes along and he has that whole river behind him And the river carries you along But the man who puts up a sail is using magic He lets nature do it for him The power of the river
10.
Life’s wearing me out Keeps pushing me down Keeps pushing me down the river Like an unmarked grave Been lost for days Keeps pushing me down the river Please, please, please Carry me away Carry me away Rolling with the waves (Come what may) Carry me away Away from yesterday Cradle to the grave Keep pushing me down Keep pushing me down Keep pushing me down the river Fuck the future now Let the past burn out Don’t fight against the river Gonna take my doubts And drown them out To make my dreams a little bit clearer Please, please, please Carry me away Carry me away Rolling with the waves (Come what may) Carry me away Away from yesterday Cradle to the grave Keep pushing me down Keep pushing me down (Keep pushing me down) (Keep pushing me down the river) It all gets swept away With every fuck I gave, every fuck I gave And all the faces fade And all the love we made, all the love we made Life still carries on On and on and on On and on and on I’ll keep pushing on I’ll keep holding strong I’ll keep holding strong Please, please, please Carry me away Carry me away Rolling with the waves (Come what may) Carry me away Away from yesterday Cradle to the grave Keep pushing me down Keep pushing me down (Somebody save me) Keep pushing me down Keep pushing me down (I know you said it’s good) Keep pushing me down Keep pushing me down (Somebody save me) Keep pushing me down Keep pushing me down
11.
GIVE IT TIME 03:39
The ocean’s at my feet And there’s a mountain in front of me And all the battles I’ve fought alone Built the man Standing here that you now know Life is short and filled with struggle It gives us more than it takes It gives us just enough To keep our heads up It’ll take your heart And rip it out It’ll lift you up Then knock ya down When it hurts the most Just give it time, yeah Like a diamond From a stone It’s in the pain That we grow When it hurts the most Just give it time, yeah There’s no running away, running away this time From all the things, all the things that I hide It took all these years to swallow my pride It’s a fight where no one gets out alive Life is short and filled with struggle It gives us more than it takes It gives us just enough To keep our heads up It’ll take your heart And rip it out It’ll lift you up Then knock ya down When it hurts the most Just give it time, yeah Like a diamond From a stone It’s in the pain That we grow When it hurts the most Just give it time, yeah Give it time, yeah Give it time, yeah Give it time Time, time, yeah Give it time, yeah It’ll take your heart And rip it out It’ll lift you up Then knock ya down When it hurts the most Just give it time, yeah Like a diamond From a stone It’s in the pain That we grow When it hurts the most Just give it time, yeah Give it time
12.
| SIGHT | 01:10
We think ordinarily of the present As an infinitesimal point at which the future changes into the past And we also do a terrible thing We imagine ourselves to be results of the past You don’t realize that the past is caused by the present As the wake of the ship flows back from the prow Now the wake doesn’t drive the ship any more than the tail wags the dog But we’ve all got excuses But the truth of the matter is that it all begins here This is where the creation begins And you’re doing it and won’t admit it Because, of course, you’re all God in disguise Jesus found that out and they crucified him for saying so
13.
Stuck I’ve always been the one to Find a way, make a change Hit the wall and break through You don’t walk in my shoes Cause it would break you Shut your mouth, know your place Cause now the debt is due Debt is due Do not assume I got this attitude From a lucky hand I drew I pulled this out the dirt I did the dirty work You can bury the dead Yeah I got nothing to lose Nothing to lose It’s over, it’s over It’s my time It’s my time This song is My closure It’s my time It’s my time This is for the people who can’t break through I used to feel just like you Stuck Uphill battles everyday I’m at my breaking point I lay the cards out on the table to show you case and point Speaking loud to me again but I cannot hear your voice I’ve lost my sense of self but don’t count me out I don’t disappoint Do not assume I got this attitude From the lucky hand I drew I pulled this out the dirt I did the dirty work You can bury the dead Yeah I got nothing to lose Nothing to lose It’s over, it’s over It’s my time It’s my time This song is My closure It’s my time It’s my time This is for the people who can’t break through I used to feel just like you Stuck Stuck It’s my time, my time (Don’t count me out!) It’s my time, my time (Don’t let me down!) It’s my time, my time (Don’t count me out!) It’s my time, my time Soul searching for signs don’t try to rescue me Do this on my own until they bury me Final time I let you get the best of me Nothing left to lose, follow my destiny This is for the people who can’t break through I used to feel just like you It’s over, it’s over, it’s over It’s my time It’s over, it’s over It’s over
14.
Everything is better when you’re dreaming Everything is better when you’re dreaming Locking all the doors in the house I haunt Sleeping like a baby with the gas turned on Everything is better when you’re dreaming Run for your life Run I don’t remember how it starts I was swimming in the dark Heard a voice in the deep end Is it a god or a demon? It said it’d take me to the stars But you’ll have to leave your heart At the bottom of the ocean Watch it sink in slow motion Something is waiting under my bed Stealing the secrets in my head Moving past the speed of sound I leave my body on the ground I’m searching for a feeling Cause I forgot what I believe in It’s never good timing when the angels call It’s hard to hear the sirens when the TV’s on Cause everything is better when you’re dreaming So why am I afraid when I’m sleeping? Something is waiting under my bed Stealing the secrets in my head Everything is better when you’re dreaming Everything is better when the world fades out Everything is better when you’re dreaming Everything is better when you leave the ground Run for your life Run (Something is waiting under my bed) Everything is better when you’re dreaming Everything is better when the world fades out Everything is better when you’re dreaming Everything is better when you leave the ground Everything is better when you’re dreaming
15.
| SOUND | 01:48
Exploring your motivations and your dark, unconscious depths So the holy person, he’s like the ocean So the holy person is scary See, holiness is way beyond being good Good people aren’t necessarily holy people A holy person is one who is whole Who, as it were, reconciled his opposites And so, there’s always something slightly scary about holy people And other people react to them in very strange ways They can’t make up their minds whether they’re saints or devils

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NOTHING MORE combines the cerebral and sublime. The music Jonny Hawkins, Mark Vollelunga, Daniel Oliver, and Ben Anderson make together is primal, elemental, and even carnal. Their foundation is heady and heavy, filled with creative nuance that rewards repeated listens, while the catchy hooks always soar, intertwined in a delicious dance between accessibility and experimentation. ... more

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